It's been almost three weeks since I've been home and in lockdown due to this virus. I don't know I just feel like I'm starting to lose all sense of hope and purpose. I'm no longer freaking out about getting the classes I want during registration or stressing about a paper I have due in 3 days or even bothering attending classes anymore. I feel like I'm just constantly waiting for the day to end so I can go to sleep and then wake up and do it all over again and I don't know when this cycle is going to end. I just want to go back to school so I have something to look forward to again.