So this is my first post here. I don't even know if I am going to publish this or keep it just for myself. This wasn't even my idea, my therapist thought I should memorialise my thoughts and feelings because they're so real. What does that even mean? Aren't everyone's feelings real? I don't know. But so here I am. So a bit about myself I guess. I am currently a sophomore in uni but my semester got cut short because of the COVID-19 outbreak. I'm back home and today is actually